We always have to render

thousands of choices in a day,

if not thousands maybe hundreds for sure..

There was a time that i critically went a major choice

that was very unusual for me to do..

not even in my wildest imagination..

for the record! 'twas maybe the first and the last ever.. :)

Since there were no place for me

to run in order to be safe that day,

I opted to be near to a person

that I unusually gave my trust

and perhaps loving him

without knowing who he really is.

Harmless as I think he was then,

he eventually became

the most harmful person

I ever encountered......

Though how bad it seem it was for me,

I understand that trees can be seen

from a far in varied perspectives,

he might had seen the fruits,

maybe the branches and trunks,

or the roots perhaps.

After the incident,

ahhmmm...

that was the greatest insult I ever had...

When the person tries

to think the other way around.

You know missing the intentions

of why I did such a thing!

Damn!

after all those years of waiting

and putting up some identity

of someone to look up and respect...

sos! wala....ka kitid na lang! tsk3!