1.02.2010

GoodByeILoveYou.


I could not ask for more! It’s a two more days to go back to real, back to being a counselor. I must admit that I am done with my superficial yet real feelings. I might not know what’s ahead for me, what God stores more for me this year. Well I guess I have to rely on His ever faithfulness that nothing comes in between without his consent.

I prayed that I may be able to share what His given me. I prayed that I may be able to accomplish the reason of being here. And most especially be given reasons those who are loosing their way.

I just opened the best gift I received in my entire life. A turning point where in the one I am waiting for finally comes. All I am asking was to simply see him yet God gave me more than what I am asking for. To be held by his innocence hands, to look at his face that I am fond of looking at during those cute days, to hear his tamed voice, to see him smile even in the midst of confusion and to see him as a person moves me to imagine hugging him so tightly. God must be jokingly, surprisingly, and extravagantly organizer.

When you throw pebble in water it has certainly effects right in front of you. Yet effects are not so important for me as the effects of my own choice as to finally end it or not. Let me end this wondrous experienced with a simple thank you for those memories that are so vivid and hanging. In spite of those ideas that you’re so surprised to hear allow me to leave a message as we separated once again, everything happens by a reason and that reason must be so hard to understand yet to be understood is a choice to be made. And may your choices in life leads you to where God wants you to be.

Paalam.

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