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A non conveyance of emotions seems so fuzzy to articulate as to whether it was real or not. Everything that happens seems to be calculated as to be exact if it’s constant or not. It has so many options to choose from yet none of the best choices gotten. Nevertheless, I only believed that everything was perfectly true and real.

I wonder where these standpoints of mine will lead me. I am still surprised by the fact that everything happens by a purpose. Oftentimes, a reason that is hard to fathom. Undeniably, I of course, enjoyed the moment that somehow brought me to my senses that what I am praying for was definitely answered.

Knowing a bit of him is enough for me to understand that life for me must go on. I could not ask for more other than seeing the person doing well. I caught myself asking what if I astoundingly saw the person that I long for with an empty hand or shall I say to be more concrete an unlearned person? Will I still have the courage to face the true line of mine and reveal how much I like him? That is a very hard question to be answered but I guess I don’t need to answer it since his not one.

Well, if pushes to the limit faced with such a great question… my answer would be, I never ever like the person because of neither what he has nor who he is. I just simply like him. It’s like liking the green and not the color blue. Who could ever explain what the difference between green and yellow is. None of the experimenters ever tried to do a research between the difference of green and yellow. The colors simply exist. Just like him, he just simply exists.