Thanks be to God! ..prayers granted!
Engr. na gyud si ate ni edgardo... yahoooo".)
I went to the usual hiding place yesterday
to formally say thank you
for the faithful prayers made by the
pink sisters.
I left the convent around 630PM..
A blessing indeed, perte ka taligsik!
buti na lang! umbrella to the rescue..
Yepeey! hahaha
Syempre baktas kay sakripisyo as usual.
I saw a not so old lady outside
the PM's convent,
picking up some flowers..
I'd observed from a far
na kini boang2 ni gamating!
Well, it manifest some of her
unusual mannerism and gestures..
by the way, gikan pud sya sa
holy spirit convent nag attend
ug Holy Mass.
Going back to the scene, where
I am about to get closer to her
she went ahead of me then she stops
and started to pick up some falling
flowers and repeatedly performs
the sign of the cross.
So i went ahead of her
kay busy lagi sya ug panguros!
What was running in my mind that time
was the people i've met during my
clinical exposure in a
private rehabilitation center.
Si Absi ang paborito ng lahat,
hahaha hawud sya mag chacha
dala tulo sa laway ug perte maka smile,
ang dentista na merong bipolar disorder,
si 'gone by the wind' whom during
the game called charade executed
the movement that of a bird with a wing,
a woman who thinks shes richer then the rest
and so most of her stories was all about
materials a person can ever possess,
those who hears voices other than her own voice
ahmm.. haluccinations and delusions as we called it,
and many of them who made me a better person
Going back again to the lady
I saw who is seemingly suffering
a catatonic disorder, since am ahead of her
for a couple of steps, gitawag ko niya
ug ni ingun nga, 'day mag una lang ko sa imoha ha?
kanang nag dali man gud ko, mag una
gyud ko nimo.' ug perte gyud gipaspasan
gyud niya ug baktas para maka una sya sa akoa..
she repeatedly stare the flowers that
she was holding.. as if busy kaayo sya ug
baktas ug tan aw sa iyang bit bit nga bulak..
First, i thank God for always reminding me
to practice compassion.
Second,I thank God that without them
I am not complete.
Third, I should be grateful enough
that I was not given life to be like them
rather God gave me life to be one with them.
Fourth, I am so blessed to be taught by her
to use pedestrian lane.. Always!
kasi nga nauna ko sa iyaha ug pipila
ka lakang kay wala man ko nag use
sa pedestrian lane hahaha
kay na una man ko sa iyaha,
gitawag na pud ko niya ug balik ug mi ingun
syag, 'day wala ko kalimot!' aw
hahaha so i slow down para
mahitabo iyang gusto mahitabo..
True enough, perte kapaspas ug lakaw niya..
mura gyud sya ug nakipag kumpetensya.
and i bet shes not aware of it.
daghan na werla sa unhealthy competition,
you know putting up some standards.
Perfectionism is not really a
a positive idea and it is never a skill :)
It will only results to a major frustrations in life.
It is always healthy that once in a while
one will experience some failures
and defeats. Well, true to the matter
that many persons are protecting
the good image, eka nga the other side of a coin.
Persons are fond of hiding the not
so good portion of themselves. And so
they ended up wearing a mask and meeting
always the ideal self and forget about the real self.
~to be continued!
nagdilaab nako sa kainit...
tsk3! perte ang ulan mao
ang ming welcome sa
akoang first day of work :(
padayun....
SA dihang pagbaktas nako
unahan sa subida,
hahaha kauban si manang
nga nag una-una kay
lagi nag dali sya..
naka sugat na pud ko
ug batang boang, yagit
pero dili dalo sa iyang
kinakusgang smile.
That instance, made me ask myself
and God, nganong duolonon man
gyud ko ug boang?
Taga before ug after sa akoang
mga pag-ampo.. hahaha
naisip ko tuloy after 5 years.
Mag proceed kaya ko ug Psychiatry..
Total tagdunonun man ko ug boang..
One nice thing happened on that day
was to realized how blessed I am,
knowing the fact that ang boang
pag masugatan nako
mag pahiyom ug managad hahaha
paminaw nako sincere sila
bisag wala sila sa passing!
Ang nag pa atik-atik ug normal
dili gyud managad hahaha joke lang!
Humanon na nako ni kay sleepy ng masakiton... :(
to finally end may cheka minute!
I am thanking God that I was
able appreciate their presence
and theya re one of my blessings in life.
Part of them has made me a better person...
Cge lang who knows mingawon diay ko
ninyo and finally decide to pursue Psychiatry..
For sure ako ang ma werla sila ang mamaayo..
Kidding aside......... :)
See you in the future my precious jewels!
God bless Me
Praying for you,
Eds
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