A twinkling
of his very own eyes
heals a wounded heart...
Around eight o'clock in the evening
came a man of my dream.
The love of my life
who just saves me
from drowning in pain.
His presence gives me
a sense of hope
that one day his hand
I can hold.
He proves me wrong
on believing that everything
can only be found
in dreaming.
Afraid that he might live
me once again,
so I took the risk
of telling him everything...
The only risk I took
after all those years
of discerning.
O, the healer
just double up
the pain he just
healed.
15 comments:
why would the healer double up the pain?
You really want to know why?? I'll tell you.. but you have to give me one good reason why...? :)
i dont know if its valid. but im just feeling the pain you have inside. maybe because im also sad. trying to forget. trying to release all the tensions. trying to live. two sad person sharing ideas.
Of course feelings are always true and I consider it as valid. Okay? :) The sadness that I am feeling now is only temporary...
By the way, my profession is in to counseling, I am helping people but am telling you I'm not good in giving advice.
Maybe I can help you if you want...
But you what? this time I felt really, really helpless and yeah, hopeless i guess...
Not because I don't know what will happen next...
..I like to savor the pain this time
-for the second time actually!
Hey,
Anonymous I hope you're doing fine!
Thanks for dropping by..
thanks beads! i appreciate your concern. how about you? i am really confused why is it for the second time around?
You are welcome!
Hope i can give you the details here.
I know this will come to an end...
I will be okay! :)
I just want also to savor the pain
yeah for the second time around.
ouch! that must have been so painful. you will become a much stronger person.
Really painful.. S0metyms its g0od to admit directly ryt? That ur n pain.. I tnk Am alrdy str0ng... And i dnt nd 2 bc0m str0ngr 2 pr0ve samthng.. Am glad ur drpng by.. Tnx a lot! Am d0ing ths bl0g 2 finsh my unfinshd buss.. Am ab0ut to enter a new relatnshp mayb nxt m0nth.. Myb d first and d last i guess ö
by the way,
the answer to your question why would the healer double up the pain?
there was this man who came in to my life recently..
who happened to heal the pain I had a year ago.
He did nothing actually
yet his mere presence
healed me.
hahaha ...a magic, i guess.
we have no relations whatsoever except that we are classmates before... :p
He is actually engaged...
ouch. he is engaged? do the girl loves him far better than you?
was it love at first sight for you?
does he know that you love him?
he is lucky that you take time writing all this posts and for loving him.
magic is really hard to explain and hard to handle. but if he isnt that worthy for your love then let it go.
Good day! Anonymous,
I hope you are doing good!
I don't know how the woman loves him and I know nothing about him either.. :)it was really more than love at first sight! weird isn't?
Hhhmmm.. I think there is no reason at all to tell the person that I love him. For what...? he is already engaged and he seems happy... hahaha i hope so...
Actually I am the one who is lucky.. and why? (it was quite too long to tell the whole story here).
Ahhmmm.I really don't believe on magical thing,
...till I met him.
I tell you I don't have issues at all on matters like letting go.
I am done... that was when I undergone some major psychotherapy, etc. during our major classes in counselling.
A privileged for us master students that our very self is our first clientèle.
Hey, Anonymous,
I am willing to let go things that are not mine.. To rationalize things the world is round and big. there are more beautiful things than begging things in order to feed the wants in life.
To end this Anonymous,
whoever you are thanks for dropping by and extending some of your time... You are a counselor to me, and that is for real! :p
im great. thank you.
as what you have said that they are already engaged. they must have love each other because they want to be with each other for the rest of their lives.
it feels good to be able to help others. i figure out that its really in the person if you want to let go of the feeling. If you want to and give your best then you will be free from that not so good experience. the love that you feel that was not reciprocate by him. sad but true. i read your recent post. i come to realize that you are extremely in love with someone who may not see your worth. i know how it feels. i experience it before. i had sleepless nights. i cry my heart out. got sick and wasted. but i come to realize that my life didnt end there. i must go on. you are right that there are more beautiful things awaits. so let go of the sad moments and open to the positive energy. count your blessings.
magic is really important in every relationship. the passion and sweetness. but sometimes we have to be very careful of the signs because it might be misleading.
Your Welcome! :)
God bless their love Anonymous...
Yeah It feels really really good to help people...
That is why I keep my profession as one of my treasures though sometimes there are really cases that quite so hard to handle and many times it takes me to places I've never been to..
you know cases that needs some major explorations and digging in order for the clients can fully grasps of what he/she is undergoing..
you know providing the bigger picture of his/her situation..
Yes, I agree my (our)life will not end no matter how painful it was for me (us)... Those were the spices in life actually.. We'll never know the meaning of joy if we never experience the opposite of it right?
I am always counting my blessings and guess what? you are in the list! :)
I don't believe in signs actually except for the only sign I'm begging the Lord to grant me..
God is really good to me..
as always! As he granted my prayers before 2009 ends..
At present, I don't believe in signs.. not at all! :)
God bless
thank you. lets enjoy gods everyday blessing. giving us another life to enjoy his creation. God bless you
A blessing in disguise indeed... I might not know who you are but i guess we are under the same roof... right? Thank you for sharing some bits and pieces of you! :) God cares for you Anonymous... bye for now!
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