-Real-

I am beginning to look

at the smaller details

of the bigger picture..

and I'm trying to find out

what really the deal is...

Persons are trying

to tell me that there are

things in life that needs to let go.

(Good! that I am now the counselee hahaha)

Yet no matter how good

I am to rationalize things

I always ended up with a denial.

At least now I am beginning

to entertain thoughts

both heart and mind...

Otherwise, nobody knew

that my greatest enemy

was actually myself.

It's like having a

lovers quarrel

as to whose to blame

when my hearts tells me

to hold on to what I feel

or to follow what my mind

can conceive about the situation.

True to the fact that

I am looking at the bigger picture

in a smaller perspective...

I guess I will really have a hard time

saying goodbye to things

that are somewhat became

my own reality.

Real yet not real at all...