What then is the SIGN that I’ve waited for so long?

Impossible things happen possible only if God intervenes. I never asked any signs then, yes, ever since birth! J It is not because I do not believe any signs at all. That is the least great tool I am getting if I really needing it.

Before I went outside the four walls, I made a commitment not to anybody not even to God but to my own self that right after my Masters Degree Yeepey! The return of the come back will be seen by the many. J Yet it seems that what was happening was very contrary to the fact that Masters can be done just in two years. There were unavoidable circumstances that was very valid why and why do I need to wait for another semester for a certain subject to be offer or I’m getting only two subjects for every one Trimester. What kind of force was it extending me outside the four walls? Not to mention matters about my family especially now that my father and I are not really in good terms. L Maging friends din kami ulit… Super Friends!

Going back to the SIGN, the sign that I was asking for was to simply see my long lost super crush during my elementary years. J Why do I choose him to be my sign? By the way, I am asking a sign to prove to myself that I am not going back and God wants me to stay outside the four walls. I choose him to be my sign simply because I know that it’s very impossible for us to see each other since I am making some actions to see if I can still reach him by any means whatsoever.

Until one fine day, I saw his facebook account and thinking that he will confirmed me as his friend. And I’ve waited for how many months and nothing happens. I said okay this one now is tough I have to finish my Master with in a year or more. I am on my thesis writing with having a title not yet approved by the Dean and approved by my Mentor. J

It simply means that my disposition was of course the return of the come back. Not until the sign that I’ve waited for so long came in unexpected way. The thought of impossible things happened possibly in his due time.

All I am asking was to simply see him yet God gave me more than what I am asking for. To be held by his innocence hands, to look at his face that I am fond of looking at during those cute days, to hear his tamed voice, to see him smile even in the midst of confusion and to see him as a person moves me to imagine hugging him so tightly.

And so I am not coming back anymore. It doesn’t of course follow that the SIGN is the ONE. Not unless God intervenes when it comes to matter like that. hahaha (Hayaan mo hindi rin naman ako umaasa..Nakalimutan kitang hingiin sa kanya naging isang hamak na SIGN ka lang pala.)

Maraming Salamat Bro! Ang saya ng buhay pagkasama ka. Superb! J