It is spending the rest of my life living inside the four walls and going outside for a mission. Yet the true mission is me. The desire of spending the rest and offering my life in giving service and living the way Jesus lived has been faded away.
Was it really the desire that faded away or it’s just another venture of desiring the same things in other place?
My own plans might not be the plan of God yet He allows things to happen just to see the difference or maybe to understand the significance of it. My own perception toward my situation is as blur as the shadows of the night. Yet every time I saw the one I desire, it’s not merely sunshine that will surely appears it gives meaning to my life.
The sign that I’ve waited for so long came in unexpected way. The thought of impossible things happened possibly in his due time. It is as clear as the crystal water knowing where will I’m heading too.
Confusions though are merely part of the journey. Yet confusions too will lead me to a place where God wants me to be outside the four walls.
2 comments:
Hi,
Thanks for stopping by to leave a comment on 207 - Feeling stuck. Is what you have talked about here that made you comment?
I hope you get your passion in life back, and I'm sure you will break outside those four walls when the time is right.
Michael.
Do you hate it too?
"If you're going through Hell, keep going."
Hello Michael!
Good Day.
Nice to hear from you..
No, I simply leave a comment in a position of someone who cares whenever a persons needs help.
A thought provoking indeed are your entries..
God Speed.
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