Before I met Ms. Framer, the view of “Knowledge can be Learned.” wasn’t quite true and convincing for me. (Hapit naku nahuman ug college pwede ra diay ang 100 nga grade. Mao ning gina ingun late bloomer kauban sa late reaction.)
I was so envied why he seems to be so well-informed in most of our lessons in class. Good for him that I wasn’t that persuaded, otherwise, he will not be one of the few reasons why I got so eager every time I go to school. And perhaps if believing the idea would only lead me in becoming so aggressive to the extent of doing things just to surpass him. (In my dreams! ang Math kaya fake? Multiplication Table pa lang sa by 2’s dili gani ka sugakud till now! lol). I was never been a student. I consider myself as one of the many bystanders in our class.
Hhhmmm… As far as I can remember, I was as engrossed as to how we can become friends. Hahay, basta mga SL wa sya’y labot... (Pero ana pud baya sya na wala daw SL sa amuang klase kay first section mi hahaha Tinuod pud baya..) I could not even remember how he called my name. (unsa diay ko ato? Tao-tao sa humayan?)
Descriptions:
Supladito.
Autistic?
Ewan.
Unsa pa gani to nganong like ta ka?
I was so envied why he seems to be so well-informed in most of our lessons in class. Good for him that I wasn’t that persuaded, otherwise, he will not be one of the few reasons why I got so eager every time I go to school. And perhaps if believing the idea would only lead me in becoming so aggressive to the extent of doing things just to surpass him. (In my dreams! ang Math kaya fake? Multiplication Table pa lang sa by 2’s dili gani ka sugakud till now! lol). I was never been a student. I consider myself as one of the many bystanders in our class.
Hhhmmm… As far as I can remember, I was as engrossed as to how we can become friends. Hahay, basta mga SL wa sya’y labot... (Pero ana pud baya sya na wala daw SL sa amuang klase kay first section mi hahaha Tinuod pud baya..) I could not even remember how he called my name. (unsa diay ko ato? Tao-tao sa humayan?)
Descriptions:
Supladito.
Autistic?
Ewan.
Unsa pa gani to nganong like ta ka?
(as if he knows who he is...oi… ganahan pud!)
He seems to be near yet so far away.
To cut the long story short, we separated lives right after graduation.
(hindi ko lang maalala kung naging tayo ba nuon? Kasi separated lives gud ang term na gi use...)
I presumed to be enrolled in a certain public school where in I still believed that he will be their in that school and continue the feeling of being inspired by doing nothing except having the feeling of being inferior every time his around. (bright man gud sya murag sunshine makasilaw! lol).
Well, my parents enrolled me in the University of Mindanao yet I was absent for almost a week in the first month of the school year. Why? Is he the main reason perhaps but it is really the common fear of the unknown… (e, wala ng magawa, aw ming eskwela ra pud ko.) From color green turned maroon (UM kaayo). Gradually, I felt hopeless to see my harmful inspiration. Life goes on.
Until sa syempre, dula dinhi, dula didto. (Varsity player gud!). And for how many times I got into a relationship/s and yet none of them wins my seriousness and commitment. (who says that I am interested in it? Walay gyuy siguradong serious sa mga nahitabo, ako ray serious ato. Unsa daw?)
To cut the agony (kuno!), after 15 years of doing nothing because of waiting, to my surprised, I saw him. Tapos, wala lang nakita lang nako s’ya sa kilid kilid.
Ug nakilig kilig ra pud ko. Hay, after 15 years…
To sum it all, mao gihapon… sya!
-The End?-
He seems to be near yet so far away.
To cut the long story short, we separated lives right after graduation.
(hindi ko lang maalala kung naging tayo ba nuon? Kasi separated lives gud ang term na gi use...)
I presumed to be enrolled in a certain public school where in I still believed that he will be their in that school and continue the feeling of being inspired by doing nothing except having the feeling of being inferior every time his around. (bright man gud sya murag sunshine makasilaw! lol).
Well, my parents enrolled me in the University of Mindanao yet I was absent for almost a week in the first month of the school year. Why? Is he the main reason perhaps but it is really the common fear of the unknown… (e, wala ng magawa, aw ming eskwela ra pud ko.) From color green turned maroon (UM kaayo). Gradually, I felt hopeless to see my harmful inspiration. Life goes on.
Until sa syempre, dula dinhi, dula didto. (Varsity player gud!). And for how many times I got into a relationship/s and yet none of them wins my seriousness and commitment. (who says that I am interested in it? Walay gyuy siguradong serious sa mga nahitabo, ako ray serious ato. Unsa daw?)
To cut the agony (kuno!), after 15 years of doing nothing because of waiting, to my surprised, I saw him. Tapos, wala lang nakita lang nako s’ya sa kilid kilid.
Ug nakilig kilig ra pud ko. Hay, after 15 years…
To sum it all, mao gihapon… sya!
-The End?-
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